Mini Blog

I'm restless. Feels like I've lost some skill. It's my own fault, trying to get it back.

Oh it's getting cold again. I had another 2 nightmares last night but they were so vague by the time I woke up, I didn't see the point in logging them.

I've got all nine lives, and that ain't enough.

Strawberries and melted chocolate for lunch. There is light left in the world!

That one spongebob clip of him sitting staring at a glass of water trying to convince himself I don't need it. I don't need it. I don't need it. I definitely don't need it.

The upcoming season change has stole all of my motivation. Not for this site, but just in general. I haven't fully engaged in anything in a while... 2000's fall playlist on youtube save me... Also unrelated but tumblr has just decided to not work on helium anymore? Perpetually "checking browser". It works on firefox, and I tested it on chrome too. Guess firefox will just because my tumblr portal from now on?

It has come to my attention recently that my family does not intend on putting up a Christmas tree this year... And seeing as Christmas is my fav holiday, I suppose I should buy and decorate my own for my room at least... Y'know, I still have the cieling decorations put up from last year; I didn't take them down. It makes me happy to see them.

It already feels like winter is coming. Haha Jon Snow. Like we're skipping over the end of Summer and missing Fall completely... I'm in that mood a lot recently, y'know? I don't even know how to describe it, it's not really anything aesthetically related to Fall or whatever, but just when you're at the end of the year and time seems to stretch infinitely. It'll be dark all day soon enough, and I'll be forced to wear layers indoors, and I think I'll replay Silent Hill 2 just because. Edit:The feeling is seasonal depression LOL.

Turns out, I hate 60% kbs. The one I currently use is by a brand that I've came to love though, their quality and designs are both stellar... So I found a 75% keeb from them! It's cat themed and oh so so cute... I really think it'll be my endgame keeb! So excited for it to arrive tomorrow eek!!!

I love blocking websites here. For various reasons. Stealing code, spamming update posts like twitter, e-begging, showing up in the global feed too often, etc. I love curating my online experience! (genuine)

It feels like I've been punched 6 million times repeatedly in one spot on my arm. Thank you nurse for the vaccine, but I am dying regardless...

I have so much I wanna do, and none of the discipline to complete them... I should make a new shrine soon... Join some more cliques soon... Need to write fanfiction... Need to finish fanart... I wish I could live for a million years so that I might finish everything I wanna do...

Just spent a further two hours fixing another gfx card issue. In the command line trenches and everything because my chipset drivers update wouldn't install and therefore wouldn't let me play some games. No matter what I did to fix it, they wouldn't install... What I ended up having to do is go to the release notes on AMD's site and manually downloading and installing from there, and NOW they're up to date. If it's not one thing, it's another... And I accidentally deleted the previous entry woah I'm so cool!!!!

Why is the thought of writing much more appealing than the act of it...

I keep accidentally singeing my eyebrows off wtf!!!

Nevermind about the Everskies blog post. I've gen tried to write it like 20 times over and my blood pressure rises each time and I physically cannot force myself to relive that hell LOL... Just know that I hate that site with burning passion, thank you.

Currently writing up my blog post about Everskies. It is taking a long time. I have a lot to say.

I think I may write up a blog post about my time on Everskies at some point. There's a lot to talk about... I wanna make a new shrine page soon too! Oh, and I think I'll update the wisdom tooth blog with some small updates, just for ref.

All of my gorgeous girls are growing so nicely! I have two chamaedorea's, an orange spider plant, a dieffenbachia, a peperomia obtusifolia, a moses in a cradle, a dracaena, a calathea, two monsteras (one swiss cheese and one not), a fern, and a trailing jade plant! I repotted a few and watered most today since I feel like I'm healing well from my extraction. They all needed it!

This healing thing takes forever omfg... I'm so bored!!! At least I'm almost over the half way point now so I should be getting better from now...

I can't focus on anything because I'm too busy dreading my extraction tomorrow QQ...

Getting my last wisdom tooth removed on Monday but it's a lower horizontally impacted so they're cutting my jaw bone... And I only get local anaesthetic... And I'm a smoker... Waaah, I'm so, so scared... I will write up a blog post regarding my healing process but won't post it until I'm done healing or a week is up. I've had all other three extracted already so I know what to expect, but since it's my last to go I want to document the process. It may be helpful for someone!

Since obtaining the new, larger, monitor... Moving from 1920x1080 up to 2560x1440 has broken a lot of neocities sites. I'm aware that this is a per site problem and not my monitor itself, but it's a bit sad. I constantly have to zoom in or out now depending on the site.

Thank you to my partner for giving me their old woled monitor for free. It cost em 600 and now I'm enjoying it to the fullest hehe... (they got a new qdoled one!). I'm not used to such a large monitor though... My head hurts @@!

Currently reading 'I Who Have Never Known Men' by Jacqueline Harpman (translated by Ros Schwartz). Suuuuper enjoying it! I had to put down the Han Kang book for the time being because the writing style is so difficult for me to parse and I fear I need to increase my reading skill first. Expect a review soon!

Discord keeps putting me in timeout for spamming more than 10 images at a time and their stupid bot refuses to lift the timeout every single time. I hate you Clyde I hate you discord I hate you stupid AI filter system that thinks I'm doing something bad by showing pretty game screenshots to my friends. Get me out of here (that one spongebob image of his skinny wrists in the biggest handcuffs)...

I think I'll make some graphics to join some pixel cliques today! They're so cute... Also I GOT ALL OF THE CIRCLETS LETS GOOOO!!!

Two Grim Circlets... That's all I need... Please dungeons be nice to me... It has been four hours...

New addition on the plant shelf, an orange spider plant! I saved her from the clearance section and she passed quarantine. I'm so proud of her, she fits right in!

Just watched a disgusting film. I don't even wanna talk about it. I logged it privately LOL omfg... I had no idea what it would entail before I watched it and now I feel violated...

I no longer hate my calathea. She has settled finally... Even growing two new leaves! Patience is key!

I hate my calathea she is so difficult and needy and I love her.

M liked my gift, and I purchased 6 books that I've been wanting for a long time! Ordering them online would have cost me 64 excluding delivery, but it only amounted to 28 in store! I'm so glad my patience paid off...!

Hello checking one two three... Yippee, it works! I'm currently cooking some burgers for lunch... I'm so hungry I haven't ate yet...